It is not only our reaction to challenges that Most High watches. But how we score on the "retest" is truly important. Did you truly learn and embody the lesson. Do you actually walk in the newness of knowledge?
We can only know in how we approach the challenge the next time. What do we do next? Having all the tools from the experience, deny immediate emotion and choose wisdom.
In order to truly change, we must walk consciously.
“She openeth her mouth with wisdom; And in her tongue is the law of kindness.”
Proverbs 31:26 KJV